I know he loves her but I also think he has feelings for me. While they have been together for a while they also cheat on each other endlessly. It’s not my business but I have been carrying this around for years hoping it would just fade away. But I am in love with him. I have tried to get him off my mind for years. He has tried to get with me before but i lied and said I was over him because I knew he was still involved with her. I couldn’t be with him unless he was single. I want to tell him jsut to see what would happen but I don’t want to be that person. I want to just let it all out. I want to get it off my chest and I have been holding in for years now. I just don’t know what to do.