Last time we met he said that would be nice to meet again. Sometimes in texts he also mentions some adventures we should do together. But he doesn’t hit me up, we text nicely, with long beautiful messages, but very rarely (can spend 2 weeks and maybe even more without talking at all). No ghosting and ignoring involved, our conversations are great. However we meet even less often but when we do we spend time fabulously, he acts interested and asks to meet again. He doesn’t try to booty call me or anything like that. No. We just communicate extremely RARELY. It means to me he has no interest and next time I am going to tell him how I feel about it and end it up officially, without continuing killing myself with fake hopes. I can do that, yet just thinking about that breaks my already-broken heart. But I have no other way, right?