like we’re probably equally attractive… but still he’s not quite my type looks wise? I don't know i don’t usually like blonde white guys like me. he’s a nice smart guy with good intentions.. i’m 29 and I've still never had a boyfriend so i should just give him more of a chance. we’ve only been on one date. i agreed to a second but i’m just feeling eh about it. i think something is wrong with me. like my mind is against me. i wish my brain could just be like he’s so hot i’m so horny i want to fall in love with him!