I have been clean for over a year but I still have very prominent scars on my breasts and thighs. I feel like i made it worse because I ruined a part of myself that is supposed to be feminine and pretty. I don't ever show them when I'm in public and am terrified that if I were to be intimate with someone they would find my body disgusting. the whole scar kissing thing sounds great as long as it's in a your still beautiful way and not in a fetishism way but I don't think that's realistic. I'm scared that I'll never be able to take shirt off in front of a guy.