I have been dating this girl for two years. The pandamic hit and she was stranded outside. Due to border closure we were separated for 2 years. It was a hard long distance relationship with no end in sight during which my love for here faded away. I just tired of long distance and it is taking a toll on my mental health. Lately I met someone who I am attracted to. The border opened but due to visa issues, it will probably take my girlfriend another 2 year and a half to reunite. I am confused and dunno what to do. I am just tired of long distance and I want to pursue the new girl but I feel that I am bad person for thinking this way. I didn't cheat and I will never cheat but I am really mentally drained.