Basically, had that flirtation period, made my move, ended up being turned down, essentially. For one of them, it's been a year, and the other it's been two and a half. And I still think about them all the time. It's more depressing when I realize that they're going about their life, blissfully unaware, which just makes me angrier at myself for wasting so much energy.
What's worse is that I'm going to be stuck with the both of them for the next two years. One of them still does the friendly/flirtatious thing with me and the other is indifferent. I'd rather have both of them just hate me.
I think part of this is that I do feel lonely and have suffered from a lack of female attention in my life. On the other hand, I have a pretty good life, so this is just useless.
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just think of something more important then just girls0