My ex boyfriend and I have been apart for a few months now but I still want him bad. I haven't been able to get over him like I know I need to because we work in the same office and see each other every day. I'm in love with him and I want to tell him all the time but I know I can't. I'm trying to remind myself that we broke up for a reason and that he wouldn't be good for me but I can't believe myself for very long.
It hurts like hell to say it, but I know he's not in love with me anymore but if I asked him if he wanted to meet up he probably would, and would still want to sleep with me. I know all the reasons why this would be a bad idea but I physically ache for his touch and I get so frustrated that I can't do all the things with him that I used to. I miss him so much and I'm worried that I'm going to lose my self control and ask him to meet up.
Please forgive this question, it probably sounds like a rant, I think I'm almost trying to use writing it as therapy for myself, but have any of you got any techniques that you've used in the past/are using now to try to stop yourself from getting in touch with an ex and getting yourself into a situation which you know will be bad for you? Any and all suggestions are welcome, I need as many as I can get! ha ha ;)
Thanks in advance!
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