There is a friend of mine who is a quite busy person. We can't go out to often because of that..
Lately she made a promise that she will ask me out one day, when she will have time for that. (Before, I did ask her out but not too many times she could come. Therefore she made this promise)
This last Thursday she messaged me that she has some time to go out that day afternoon, so I said a "yes" to her call.
For me, things got out of plan (before the meeting) and in the end I was getting late (like 5 minutes). I was pretty stressed and I couldn't think clear. There was a buss station I could only stop (with my car to meet her) and tell her (on phone) that I'm on the opposite side of the road (she didn't know what type of car I'm driving, yet).
It was a rainy night and my car windows were very hazy, I couldn't see neither in the mirrors or out on the back window. The buss came right in that moment and hit the horn on me... I ran into the buss with the back of my car.. Thing got complicated and I couldn't tell her that I can't come.. She was waiting for a while for me there and by the time I was able to text her and tell what happened, she was long ago home..
I told her how sorry I am about the way this turned out and she (at leas seamed like) accepted the apology.
The thing that bothers me is that I didn't text her in time and that I could of been more watchful so I could of been able to meet her! :(
Maybe I have a little crush on her, and maybe she had a little too, but I feel like this whole thing turned her off.
I'm not sure why I tell all this here, but its killing me inside that I couldn't meet her, made her wait that much and made her freeze in a rainy day..:(
Should I tell her something about this..?