First kiss: I was off guard and not expecting it, it was…… OK. We were definitely out of rhythm
Second kiss: There were people around, so I couldn’t get into it
Third kiss: Got pretty hot, but he kept trying to use tongue and I didn’t know how to respond. It felt good, but I how no idea what to do. Also, for a moment, he locked lips (air-tight), I just didn’t know what to do.
He told me he was turned on, so he wouldn’t get turned on if I was that bad, would he? Also, when his hands wandered, I let him have a good feel, so maybe that alone was enough to get him all hot… idk
Would it have been better that he knew I’m inexperienced, rather than just think I’m a bad kisser?