I also had recurring disturbing dreams for years about it after, like a dream where I was in university and I just magically forgot for a whole month that I had a course and flunked it because I never showed up. It was kind of a traumatic experience for me. :-D
I actually still have that dream every now and then even though it'd been so long. It's a dream instead of a nightmare since I'm only capable of lucid dreaming, but I still wake up haunted and disturbed by it. And I don't know why I should be since I've reached a point where I don't see that 4.0 as a big deal. But it's like my brain remembers that experience and all the pain and suffering and endless exhaustion, and it's almost like it tears open scars each time.
On the positive side, after the 4 years of torture, I graduated and got a job working in VFX and I couldn't believe how little work I needed to do to excel. Everything from that point on felt like a vacation in comparison, and that's even during 100+ hour/week crunch seasons. So it was a most traumatic experience but it did kind of prepare my mind to see everything else like it's nowhere near as overwhelming in comparison.
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I love that profile pic, dude.
@__Beth__ It is me.
They don't value you even WITH a degreeWhat field are you in>
@ZeussLightningBolt Going for a degree in biochemistry.
You limit yourself when you speak like that. You are smart enough you weren't willing to take the steps. When you tell yourself your going to get something whether you purchase it or not you subconsciously took the steps to do so. Before you knew it bam there it was.
Steps necessary to get a for. Of education like G. E. D
Oh no i finished high school and i went to trade school. I just never went to college
Because it’s hard. It’s fucking with future goals. Feels like I’m never going to graduate
Would you mind explaining why? :)
Made lots of friends, got to be creative, learned a lot of stuff, had lots of romance and more than a little sex...
Haha nice :) thanks for replying
Hahahah I put it there for people who don’t know what to say