I don't know what's happening to me... Please help me?

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I don't know what's happening. I have always been good at academics and now I am an engineering aspirant. In a few years I might be an engineer. But when I watch shows and movies, I feel to be like them. I feel this urge that grows and burns inside me to be like them, live their lives. I know it's not possible for me. Whenever I watch friends I feel happy but sad at the same time and idky. Recently, I watched money heist and I loved Berlin (he's da best) and watching its success, I feel an urge burning inside me and I don't know what it is. It's not possible for me to switch paths anymore. I've chosen to become an engineer and I've already enrolled in classes. I feel toxic because of this urge. I don't know what to do. Please someone help me
I don't know what's happening to me... Please help me?
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