I'm 26, single. I can't find a job, I can't even be bothered applying since all they do is take my interview and say we're sorry you haven't made it, thanks for applying. I have a degree but it feels so useless. I feel like a massive failure and I just feel there is no way possible to maje my parents proud who did so much for me just to see me end up a failure. I smoke cigarettes just so I can die quicker. I have no reason to smile. Sometimes I pray I get corona and die.