It's a career type job. It pays a lot more than anything I've ever had. It's very formal and they give me a car cell phone and iPad etc, it's more responsibility then I've ever had and I'm worried. I'm used to going to work and just kinda flying under the radar just getting my work done and leaving. Now my mechanical and intellectual skills will be put to the test on a daily basis. I'm worried I'll fuck up somehow. I always fuck up when I'm nervous. Even the most simple easy tasks. I don't know what to do when I'm so nervous that I can't function.