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Honestly, the best you can do is get lessons from a professional or ask anyone you know how to do it. It's hard to just to look up the information on your own and try to apply it. I know lessons aren't cheap, but it's probably the only thing you can do right now. Since you have that drive to learn, it'll be quicker to pick up when someone else is helping you. I'm a musician too, so I understand.