This really nice person used t always answer some of my questions and polls . I ended up following her like 5 days after I joined g@g . Of course she followed me back and a few minutes later she slipped into my DMs . She was sooo sweet and she was always there when I needed someone to talk to . Even when I was being a complete idiot and pushing everyone away , she still stayed no matter how bitchy I was <3 .
She made me laugh .....like a lot ( didn't know someone could make me laugh that much ) . Then for some reason she just talked a lot less . She would come on to say like hi and how are you but that's about it .
Then she came back and I was soooo happy we talked for a while that day !! <3
Sadly she stopped responding again :/ . Then I logged in today and another friend that talked to her a lot ( like calls and stuff) informed me that she had and accident :/ like a really bad one that resulted in .........ughhhhh
At first I thought he was playing some dumb ass prank on me but he was being serious . I feel like this will probably be the only time I actually talk/type about it . Like I said before I'm not one to talk about feelings and get all sappy in public .
I just hope she knew how much I loved her <3 . She was really like a sister to me , if I could go back in time and tell her all the things I couldn't then I obviously would . I know some of you will probably say how the heck did you gat so attached ....... it was kinda hard not to if you actually sat down and talked to her the way I did you would see .
Yeah this was kinda my way to deal with things atm .
Ughhhhh I just wish that she would message me again " Hi niya how are you " or send one of her gifs .
Sorry if some of what I wrote is hard to understand , I'm just letting my emotions pour into this .............since it's probably the only time I'll talk about it .
I should probably end this now being that I can't really see what I'm typing anymore .