My mother has been very abusive towards me for the past 10-15 years physically and emotionally. Our last fallout she told me I was blocked from her life forever because I speak to a woman that used to be her friend. I tried to send her card apologizing about it but never got any response and called her several times and she blocked me from each number (3months ago) I finally said forget it. Why should I keep begging a mom to love me, but her friend said I should send her card. I am not sure for what? I give up. Her walking out my life on something so petty and I haven't even stated the other horrible things she has done. I am fed up, but I will pray for her. Am I wrong?