Should I quit my job before I start?

Anonymous
I got a job at goodwill as a package handler. I'm just waiting on my results from my drug test. About a year ago, at my previous job, I went on an anxiety medication, and I was feeling very slightly dizzy/lightheaded. It was so slight that it may have not even been there. It may have just been all in my head. I took a couple weeks off, and went off the meds, and got back into things. Well, a week ago I went on some new meds, and im feeling the same way. I have to drive to work, and then ill be lifting heavy things at work, so I could hurt someone if im not on top of my game. I REALLY want this job, but I would feel like a douche going around putting people at risk, and it sucks, because it could all just be my anxiety. I wouldn't be completely broke without a job, as my brither will be paying me $400 a month, because I sold him half of a house we bought 3 years ago. So am I just screwed? I just know my family will be incredibly frustrated, and upset with me, because I haven't worked for a year due to my anxiety.
Should I quit my job before I start?
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