Should I feel bad?

I just turned 30 and I feel guilty for everything. I just had a baby and me and my boyfriend decided to move to New York. My parents was happy about the move because they are in NC... so they was upset with me and they didn't really talk to me. And it made me sad. They don't care to much for my boyfriend... he not a bad person... he was just going through money issues and he was on parole. Now that I'm in NY... I feel guilty that my 80 year old grandma is in NC and Im not able to go over her house everyday. I feel I abandoned my family.
Should I feel bad?
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