Bad childhood how get over?

I had a ba bad childhood with family who treated me horrible i thought everything was my fault, untill i realized it wasn't, after my suicide attempt which also destroyed my career. I realized that they were bad people. Now after ruiningmy reputation i knew i wasn't the bad person they where. How can i get over it, why did i had to make those mistakes to realize they were just bad.
Bad childhood how get over?
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