But it then comes down to money.
Then you have a plan... a secure plan to save to be more secure
but that money to stay secure has to be used for something else.
Then you lose hours at work on the time yu need the sense of security the most
So then you are left with dwelling and wrrying about whats to come
You aren't thinking of the moment to pick yourself back up
The times you made a dollar a day and just legs to walk were what you remember where you had the most confidence at all.
More than the false confidence ou had just a minute or two ago
The dream was awesome to look forward to
But the reality of it is that now you think that you have it
But really you dont have it
Because you are not loving it