I am completely heart broken. I know it was my fault but I am a complete wreck. I can't eat, sleep, or think of anything but my boyfriend. I am so angry at myself. I feel so lonely and hopeless and stupid. I don't feel like anything is worth it anymore, not even getting up in the morning. I just feel like I don't deserve to live because I hurt the one person in the world that I have ever loved so much. I wake up in the middle of the night crying my eyes out. I have a sore throat, stomach aches, headaches, and jaw aches. I feel nauseous and I throw up. I feel horrible. I don't know how I can ever feel better. How can I got over this?
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i am the same way right now me and my boyfriend broke up and I was the one who freaked out and ruined our chances of getting back together because I texted him so much and he was not answering so I drove him away. I can't eat, sleep, or think about anything besides my ex everyting reminds me of him. I feel lonley and like I will never get over it. I can get up in the morning but I can't sleep I also cry my eyes out but at all times of the day. I feel horrible. I guess what we need to do is just suck it up no matter how hard our hearts our breaking I don't know about you but I wanted to marry my guy but all he wanted was some space because he doesn't know what he wants. see 9 months ago I was texting my ex boyfriend the boyfriend before this one and he found out and said he hasn't forgave himself because we didn't break up then so yeah it is my fault. I don't have many girl friends here and I don't meet a lot of other guys. I can't tell you how to get over it since I'm experiencing it myself but one day you will get over it.0