It has been nearly 2 years since that last time I talked to her. Things got really serious between each other; nearly to the point where we were both going to file what would be equivalent to restraining orders. She followed me around, hounded me, just for me to respond in hatred. Heck, if I didn't joke around by one of her hints that she wanted a relationship, we could have been together.
I still think of her and make up scenarios on how things could have played out or what is to come. We'll be in the same university next year in which, hopefully, her faculty is far away from mine. But I wish the medication didn't come between us. I wasn't being myself under any means.
But I want to move on and not dwell on this anymore. I've read a bunch of things online and non of them have been successful or driven me to think the methods were plausible. Cheers on input.