Like a repulsive feeling. I just feel gross and want them to stop liking me. I don't understand why this happens, I'm straight, I like guys, but i seriously don't know why I feel like this. I haven't kissed a guy in years and that's the most I've done because of this. It isn't even because a guy is ugly because I've had good looking guys that are into me, but it just all makes me turn away. I don't understand why I am like this.