Well I'm 18 and I don't feel feminine enough. I'm nothing but a weird agressive obsessive punkass creature. I see girls talking with boys in a flirty way when they're not even flirting, they stand sexy, they talk sexy, they walk sexy... I want this. All I do with boys is talking about shitty metal bands. I don't want to be what I am right now. Is it possible to change the way I do this? Is it possible to be hot, when you're actually not?