Sorry, I'm not a native speaker. I don't want to push it, but i really want to initiate holding hands. Sounds like a virgin question, right 😂 but it's just that my past 2 relationships were initiated by girl. But this time, I'm getting close with a girl who is kinda out of my league, and i don't want to make it fast or creepy, and of course i don't want to make it too slow cz I'm afraid of being in a friendzone lol. Tho she is pretty af, she is really shy, and i think she won't make the first step or even give me a hint. Do shy girls give a hint for a first step or you just wait?