Ever feel like you weren't meant to love?

I feel like that a lot of the times.Like I could never give myself fully to someone and without that how can you really know true love? true unconditional love? I'm convinced I'll never know the meaning of it. And sometimes it feels like why bother with anything you do if the purpose of life is to love and be happy? To this my tears come down while I shower so no one sees how unhappy with my life I am. Everyone around you tells you it'll come along but they don't this emptiness has grown to an unimaginable black heart. More depressed I've become with the years of failure. More hatred towards everyone I've developed. Just more and more of all things bad in this world. Seems like I would have ended my life by now but no, here I am typing this to you . Is so hard to share a life with , just companionship would be enough...Now I leave you , , Listen to this: Yo no naci para amar by juan gabriel. l
Ever feel like you weren't meant to love?
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