For some reason I can't stop thinking about this one guy. I know he's an a**hole, yet I find myself wanting to talk to him all the time. I know that he's only using me. I know that he is one of the biggest players out there. I know that he's no good for me and I know that I deserve a lot better, yet I want him. He's the only guy that has ever done this to me. He is a jerk, but I just want him! Why is this happening? Am I the only person like this?