I've had this guy friend for years who I've always talked to. but I've always pushed him away many times like when he wanted to hang out or talk on the phone id tell him I'm busy. he once told me he liked me and I brushed that off too and then he just told me he's drunk. we stopped talking and then started talking again calling each other but never really hanging out cause I pushed him away. and now he barely talks to me. does he like me or does he hate me?