How do you deal, with the idea that there may not be any such thing as "true love" or at least not for you. I mean I have a boyfriend of 3 years and I say I love him but I don't think it's fireworks, movie worthy love and I don't this is the kind of thing I'll ever have. I think maybe I'm faulty or ugly or whatever . I'm no dream girl ... for anyone and this kinda depresses me . my boyfriend found this comic to sum up his feelings and it is really sweet ... link .. but I feel grief. like I have to just accept that that notion of " love its the best feeling in the whole wide world, its like being on a drug ...etc is not something for me or that anyone will ever feel from being with me.
O.K . I'm a little embaressed about this post I'm sorry I was being totally irational and moody. I sometimes get these ideas when experiencing lack of sleep and ..pms. I just want to say that I do love my boyfriend , he lovesme and it's real love. I'm happy with what I have and know that I'm really lucky. thanks for the imput though .