I'm depressed. I really thought me and this crush had something, but I was wrong. its really depressing actually. I thought we would date and really seen us together but it turns out he likes someone else ... and loves them, I guess. I can't do this, I can't breathe, I just want a boyfriend, yet don't wanna settle. Why do my crushes not like me but every other guy does? I hate things right now. AND ITS Christmas! I'm alone and miserable on Christmas.