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You wanted your mom to come out several states over for a marathon? So you can have the support when you should be signing up for you? I mean I get, parents should be there for you, support you, but after she was already ticked off the first time, you want her to then fly out or drive hours to get to another one?
I think this is your panic talking, your fear or your anxiety, you already knew there was a high chance she wouldn't want to come again but you're showing surprise and dissappontment still, probably out of worry that it's just you