Most Helpful Girl
I think most people on GAG aren't competent enough to give the best advise. Do you have an hotline in your country in that matter? they could talk to you, send you to support group.
Even a doctor could give you advise.
I could tell you to stop alcohol altogether, to get rid of all the alcohol at your place but I'm not sure it's enough if you're addicted.
Most Helpful Guy
Doumdou is right, alcohol addiction is one of the worst, you need to be helped if you wanna get all the way through. It's hard to admit, but when you will, it will be a huge step ma friend :)