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From my own humble point of view, it sounds and looks as if you need to revive yourself with someone else.
This subject is greater than all of us.
A simple suggestion won't really matter,
Since you should ask yourself one simple question, and that is: "Do I really want to love him again?"
If the answer is yes, ask yourself whether you think he will embrace it and might change his behaviour..
If the answer is "no", ask yourself whether you see yourself with someone else..
I truly think you must cut it.