All my life I've been bullied and dog downed by girls. I've been called a piece of shit, a waste of space, and an eyesore. To a lot of girls, I'm the ugly quiet guy. Recently, I found out my ex was cheating on me during our relationship. And then now a girl that I had no intention of being with romantically, but as a friend. And when her roommate, my friend's girlfriend, asked her if she wanted to hangout with us, she specifically named me and asked if I was going. And when my friend's girlfriend said I was, she backed out an said that she felt uncomfortable with me because I was not talkative with her. I was shy when we hanged out for the first time. I opened up a little bit with her and stuff. But, probably me being a like a sad, stray puppy was not something someone wanted. And right now I just feel so worthless.