Is it weird that I want a guy to abuse me?

[BaronLaCroix]

What sticks out to me is that the discipline is triggered by your doing something that you recognize was wrong. By submitting to those giant hands you are taking responsibility for the error and accepting your punishment like a big girl. The confession/repentance cycle is a real part of how grow as adults. BUT, the act of submitting - to a coach, teacher or bdsm master - is a performance, a game, a ritual. When performed well, your errors are forgiven, your inherent worth is validated and a foundation is set for your future success. Still,, you must do the work of changing and growing to transform it from playacting to real life. Please, do not blindly, lazily let yourself fall into a relationship with anyone who fails to realize that being a dominant is a performance. Open communication, safe words, and well thought out roleplay will keep you healthy so you can satisfy this fantasy and whatever new ones spring from your deliciously naughty mind.

You've been a bad girl and bad girls must be punished!

[Celtero]

Not sure if you mean like a sexual fantasy, you didn't specify.
I get something sort of similar... Whenever I disappoint myself I get the urge to be brutally dismembered or killed.

But I think it's how guilt manifests, and is a way to relieve said guilt.

[Don-_-Don]

I can understand the choking part but you want to be punched? Goddamn lady...
It's kinda weird, but I get it. My girlfriend likes for me to be rough with her as well when it comes to sex, but god forbid if I punch her...

[MannMitAntworten]

I had a discussion with another women today who insisted that no women feel as you do. I countered that there are a segment of women who do some who I know personally.


Just how you are.

[Anonymous]

Some reason you sexualize violence, that is concerning and can be dangerous. Some people have a discipline fetish, but that can lead to you getting killed or in a physically abusive relationship. You should seek out counseling, you need help.

[andy530]

This is not weird at all. It sounds like you’re into bdsm!

[amazing07]

No it is not at all weird thats just one lf your fantasies. 😉

[bamesjond0069]

Nothing wrong with it. Id do that to you. 😍

[In_Trance]

whatever works for ya

[korey182]

a little, maybe i don't know

[Dat-Alpha-Lion]

Can I give you a choke and you can call me daddy?

[hellacray]

Daddy issues?

[ravagesavage]

Not weird at all

[_DARKNESS_]

Yes.

[Smirnoff23]

Wow just wow

[Sylvanas_Windrunner]

Yeah