I swear, everyone on this site is always telling me to kill myself, why do you all want me to die so badly?
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You know what. You are your own worst enemy.
I just went back and read 3 page of threads you created. You are so bloody antagonistic, full of hate, and self loathing.
Yes depression is a terrible thing to suffer from. A lot of people don't understand it. And you know what? Be happy they don't understand. Nobody deserves to or wants to experience the hell you and many others suffer through.
Some people try the "tough love" way of helping. It doesn't help. You know that. I know that and a hell of a lot of other people know that. accept it for what it is. An attempt to help. and move on. Don't start an antagonistic pissing match with them. You're only hurting yourself.
But quite honestly. People here have tried to help you. And in very few instances have you accepted it. Stop yelling at people in your questions. (all the capitals) easy off on the "FUCK YOU" responses. When you are doing that thread after thread after thread. What do you expect?
I saw that you tried therapy and didn't get any medication. Not all therapist Have the ability to prescribe drugs. Maybe you saw one of them?
Have you seen your doctor about this? You can make an appointment. Then after it's made ask your parent (s) to take you on that date and time. If they won't take you. Take a bus, a cab, ask a neighbour, walk. Just get there.
There is an old saying You will attract more flies with honey than with vinegar.2