In short, I liked this girl once, for a few years, and then I finally decided I should move on from her, and so I cut ALL ties with her.
In hindsight I know it was a very dramatic and somewhat harsh thing to do, but at the time I knew it had to be done. I was struggling.
I saw her last summer, and tried to avoid her as much as I could, but avoiding her just made me think about her even more. We bumped into each other a few times, but we didn't speak.
At this party, at the moment she and her cousin decided to leave, I was taking money out the ATM and she asked the rest of the group "I'm waiting for (my name), I'll catch up".
I really, really liked her. I cared about her. I was so nervous around her, and I loved it when she gave me attention (which was very often).
Is this an obsession? Or am I just experiencing something else?