I met this guy who agreed to teach me some stuff, and I was like sure why not.
I didn't ever like him, or grow an attachment, but now I realize he picked up on the fact that I'm anti-social since the first day I met him.
I think he thought I liked him or something, because why else would I pay him when I didn't learn anything?
I don't think he suspected at all that something was actually wrong.
One time he was showing me something and I got up to sit next to him, and he was kind of smirking and going like no you're sitting on the opposite side you can't see the answers, and I was like... okay.
What was this guy's deal? I paid because I as embarrassing as it sounds, needed a human being as company, and was literally paying someone to be my friend.
But I never thought to think why he was also putting up with the whole thing, because I never saw him as a human being. Just someone who got me out of the house.