He's, well he's him. He's annoying sometimes and a little cocky. I can pity myself around him ever, because he forces me to be stronger. He used to kiss my hand sometimes before we hugged. (the day afer he did it the first time he said he was messing with me.) He used to do weird things too. (Which I will not state via the world wide web.) He taught me how to be and do so much. But I finally might see him again in three years and I'm afraid that I've chnaged so much, he won't like me (even as a friend) anymore. What should I do? He knows how I feel about him. He knows that I care? But in order to really get his attention I feel like I have to pick a fight with him, and I don't even want too! Should I just sit on the side wall of rejection and just look from afar?
How do I even move on from that? (Please keep in mind tha the only reason I am not officially diagonsed with aspberges might just be because of him.)