Why can't I deal with my ex's gift yet emotionally and what do I do with it?

We have been broken up like 6 months yet when I look at and hold her present she gave me for my birthday 2 days before she dumped me. I just can't and I throw it some where and latter put it away. It was on my book shelf where I had not touched it for months in its box. My freind asked me why I still had something in a box and he tossed it to me.

I want to toss it but a part of me does not, another part wants to shove it back in her hands. She is always putting herself in my path these days and we go to the same church so we have to see each other. She just makes it happen more than it needs to. Which is a pain and she chases off any girl that I show interest in with her twisted lies she made up to get over me.

This is the only thing I have of her. No images, no presents, no clothes...
What do you think any advice?
Why can't I deal with my ex's gift yet emotionally and what do I do with it?
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