Sometimes, I get super self-conscious to the point that I try not to stare at people and concentrate on what's in front of me, but I get distracted at times. I happen to stare in a particular direction, and I happen to be staring at this guy, but then he looks at my direction, and I turn away. It's like I want to observe other people without having them observe me, kind of like an aquarium, but the glass is one way glass where only I can see them. I was wondering if guys genuinely notice if I just happen to be staring or just looking in their direction, but not directly at them. I don't know. I just can't stand doing nothing, but staring forward at my professor.