I believe myself to be very attractive and I'm always sending my boyfriend nudes and videos. Today I found a photo he masturbated to on his deleted file. (He said he accidentally screenshotted it when his parents walked in and that he would never save photos of a girl except for me) It was a nude girl on a beach. I'm curvy, the girl was very skinny with big boobs. I felt bad. I understand why men would watch videos of people having sex but why a picture? My boyfriend seems to be very attracted to me but it hurts that he looks at photos and masturbates to them. Can someone help me understand?
Especially when I give him so many photos, i feel like he's bored of me. Or that I'm inadeuquate to those women. Also, these photos were on google.