For context, when I was in my early teens, I had a couple guys who had crushes on me. Because I was so young I was intimidated by that, and would get very shy because of their affections for me. So zooming years later, those guys to this day are very cold to me. They completely have the right to feel however they want towards me. but I am curious? Have any of you guys ever wanted nothing to do with your past crushes? Do you think my shyness when I was younger came off as rejection?