What does it mean if murder vids don’t affect me?

Anonymous
I was reading some site saying how people who have seen a lot of real life horrific footage are likely to be “mentally traumatised” or witness “ptsd”

but it iv seen a ton of real murder vids... 1 where a guy shoved a knife in a girls face.. another where a guy smashes a axe through a guys head while he’s alive... and another where a guy severs a guys arms and legs off with a machete... but even after watching all these vids I don’t at all feel mentally traumatised one bit... I don’t feel anything life changing, i feel exactly the same as how I did before I ever even started watching these kind of vids... completely blank... what does that mean?
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I mean yeah it’s kind hard to watch and makes my face screw up but it doesn’t make me feel any different emotionally, jus hard to watch
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And also rape wouldn’t affect me either, if I got raped I wouldn’t care, I mean sure I wouldn’t enjoy a guy raping me since I’m heterosexual, id jus be bored and waiting for it to over, then after it’s happened I won’t feel emotionally traumatised or anything, I wouldn’t care
What does it mean if murder vids don’t affect me?
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