I got drunk the first time when I was 17 and really enjoyed it and since then drink once every two or three months. I would like to drink more but I don't have people to drink with that often and usually drink alone. There for a while I was against drinking alone but did it once in August and enjoyed it. My fall break is this upcoming week and I already have plans to get shitfaced Monday and perhaps Tuesday too. I have been planning this for like two weeks now and I'm honestly so excited and have thought about it multiple times every day. Is this a bad sign?
I'm not saying I'm an alcoholic, I worry if I'm not careful I could one day be and was wondering if this is a bad sign?