So, I'm a university student and have been in a relationship for over a year now which has many major problems and too many downs and there are not so major health problems in my family that have been going on for a while now. There have been many health problems in my family before, some were very major and risky, and many school related or relationship related problems in my life. So, there were a lot of times that I was not happy, but this time it feels different. Back then I was able to laugh and you know, enjoy little moments. But right now, laughing and enjoying simply being happy seem like a very distant idea. I cannot recall the last time I felt happy. I cannot recall the last time I laughed genuinely. Is it normal or is there something wrong with me?