I was prescribed this last year but never took it. I’m scared as I read reviews people saying it makes them want do suicide, maniac episodes, vivid dreaming/nightmares, all that is my biggest terror! I hate vivid dreams too I hate it!! I get anxiety when I eat and I’m underweight & meditation stress yes lace for oils , all calm my anxiety however the main issue is I choke on food & get anxiety when I swallow & chew ONLY. I get tight muscles wen I swallow. I used to eat like all normal people since 16. At 17 anxiety began and since then now at 22 underweight can’t eat food just choke. I’m on depo shot which also has side effects but feel fine.