Do you have a mental disorder that affects your behavior enough for you to behave noticeably different (kind of like a jerk), but not so strangely that people know off the bat that you have some kind of disorder? I have trouble making eye contact and even being in close proximity to people. I can't socialize naturally, so sometimes I just ignore people and come off like a jerk. Has anyone else experienced something like that? If you have, is there any pill you take that helps?