why u hide it?
Because no one cares if I’m depressed or not.
How do unknown that if they dont6 know u are not feeling good?
Sorry I was meaning:How do u know they don't care if you don't tell them you are feeling depressed?
If thats okay for you, you can share with me as a stranger, i won't judge and i won't be careless asking this cause need a practice on my English ıts super random i know but wanna try my chance:)
Have told them and they know how serious it’s been because of the things I’ve tried to do some years ago but they don’t wanna deal with it. They just want me to get over it and I’m doing so rn... I’m getting over it.
Yeah I passed through so. thing similar. Parents are humans too maybe they are going through shit too. Ask help in school? relatives, friends?
Yeah depression since 12 here
And how u cope?
Medication and talk therapy
Amd How are u doing?
I have my ups and downs still, but nowhere near as bad as I've been without medication.
I am glad u are in a better place now
Why are u getting away from your family?
And that sin is...
Fornication. I had premarital sex.
That's an atrocity that can't be not forgiven. Someone call the police... the sin police!!!
It can be. I no longer have sex outside of marriage.
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Counselor? Maybe u think u can't trust anyone to talk about it?
I used to have a therapist, that I could trust, but unfortunately he moved out of the area around 8 years ago.
And How about trying other one?
U go to therapy?
Tried therapy more than once and it only made my depression worse especially when I found out they were breaking the patient confidentiality I was assaulted first thing staff where I was going to therapy too when they found out I was at the hospital they immediately got on the phone and called people who had no authorisation to that information And they told them why I was at the hospital I went off at them because they weren’t allowed to disclose that information and they did this was also the same place that expected me to drive and pick up my phone While I was driving despite this being very illegal where I live otherwise they were threatening to call the police On me the same place also had a pathologist Which I was required to see weekly who said it was my fault I was assaulted because I chose to go to that place you don’t go somewhere thinking someone who you were once in a relationship with is gonna rape you I also had another psychologist who had hearing problems that they always talked loud to the point people in the waiting area could hear what was being said
normal... we live in a sick world
Not really a rhyme or reason to it. It comes in waves. But i have control over it.
Yeah, no worries.
I've always hated my life.. From my abusive ass child hood.. To moving schools every year.. And isolating myself because I hated my fam. And being friendless to because of them.. And always having to start over and move schools and be the new guy.. Then you just grow up and have never been happy. It's not that uncommon I doubt.. If it were..
And u don't do anything to change this feelings?
Have people murder me and act like it's my fault for them murdering me.. And acting like they are doing a good deed for it.. Does that sound about right..!
Does that sound like that be helpful..
Pff.. Lying delusional inconsiderate of other people's feeling heartless soulless pos..
U can't change your past but you can do something about how u feel and how your past affects you in the present
Yep no shit well aware of that. Not when you are stuck around all your enemies and people you hate you constantly going around trying to trigger you and remind you about it and basically do everything they possibly can to destroy your life.. Then try to act like they are doing a good fucking deed for it..
Wtf ever helps them sleep at night I guess right..
I am lost now. If u explain the situation I will understand better because right now I don't understand anything
Personal problem, stupidity that I do than regret, being single all my life And list goes on... Are stuff makes me depressed most of time
U have someone to talk about this?
Not really I just tell himself it's OK and continue to live on.
Not clinically,... Elaborate that
I dont have depletion but I have had moments of self loathing and hopelessness
U haven't considered go to therapy?
No, it's not debilitating and I don't feel I have chronic depression
U don't need to feel suicidal to have some help
I never said that, is not a persistent feeling
It hasn't ti be persistent to need help
Well I dont need help, because it's not persistent
And again that argumentation... In psychology is called Denial
Not realy if I wake up with a leg cramp once then never have a leg cramp agien should I see a doctor?
Comparing mental health with physical health is why a lot of people consider people with depression attention seekers for example
The feeling or the state?