Well, I'm too the point of giving up. I'm homeless and living in a tent making it day by day. I can't work due to mental illness and several physical ailments. I'm in the middle of trying to get disability but it's taking for ever. I'm a failure. Can't do anything right. My own family won't even help. The only person who gave a damn and tried to help me I pushed away. I'm to the point where I don't feel like living anymore.